Seeds of evil
My mind turns
Daily against itself
Nothing I can do
But live in torment
Half of me, half evil
Lived by another
Twisted mind
Crucified heart
Ideas, disturbing
Pulled from sinews of a demonic kind
Memories are not my own
Terrified faces who I don't know
Reacting to the malevolence within
The dark chasms of the mind
Cannot understand
Cannot comprehend
Destruction of the soul
To another person's means
Achieve the same ending
Sadness lying never spoken,
Stillness remains a valued token
Slowly drifting to other worlds
Poisoned bloodstream
Invoking a puppet
A thin string that holds me in place
As strong as a bird wing
Fluttering up high