Exit

A dark and twisted dream 

With no seeming end 

Search for exits 

From this hell within 

Nothing fills this empty void 

Nothing but hate locked in this place 

I live destined by fate 

Reach up

A child begging to be held 

You had the answers 

Yet you allowed me to fail 

This hidden cry from

The sleeping nightingale

You are the cure

That eases my rage 

Reach for me now

Leave life's shell 

I'll take you deeper 

Show you my own personal hell 

Past, Present, Future

My past is dead

My memory died 

All remembrance has gone 

As easily as the Sun shone 

Rewrite my past 

Make it anew 

Recreate events 

As I would want 

Erase my past 

Make it last 

Something dark 

Something primitive 

Back to the Aborigines 

My past is a reverie 

Merely a memory 

A distant image 

In a cacophony of sound 

Reflected in the present 

Repeat the past 

Make it last 

Re-do all that has been done 

Forget the past 

It doesn't exist 

No matter what they tell you 

Start over 

Reborn 

You will be victorious

It's insignificant 

Your past has died 

Ancient and lost 

To the King of the Underworld 

Nothing 

Nothing 

So rewrite, renew, redress 

Recreate yourself 

The past you should have lived 

Is written in the forgotten books 

Of Ancient magic 

Drowning

Can you hear me? 

Plunging deep down 

Water bound 

Hands like bricks 

Falling from earth 

Light fading 

No air in 

No air out 

Brain hits the panic button 

On red alert 

The will to escape 

Grows intense 

Reaching, reaching 

Pleading to the bricks 

Unleash 

Exhaustion but power 

The will never fades 

Pushing out 

Unleashing the Pythons 

Lifting up and out 

Life returns in an instant 

See the bricks 

Helpless still in water 

Can they hear me now? 

Egyptian Queen

Fairies of dark enchantment 

Circle the pond of sapphire 

Dark Egyptian Goddess 

Floats in a charred boat 

Two pixies beside her 

Trees of fantasy 

Tall, dark and illumined 

By the midnight moon 

Azure paradise 

Crystal clear water 

Drink from the heavenly 

Curse 

The fountain of youth 

Until there is truth 

Silver decadence 

Forms a halo of white 

Glistening fairies 

Alone in their dance 

Fireflies melting 

In the poisoned light 

For the Egyptian Queen kills all in her sight 

Creative Rose

Blood red rose shines 

In a nocturnal night sky

Leaks a dew

From its petals 

Engulfs the night

A silver fox charges 

Through moonlight

She locks a box

With a key

Thinking about what it could be 

Hidden inside the mind

Unlock the paper

Place the ink

Divulge your wildest dreams 

Fantasy of

Creativity

Is it enough 

To push the word further deeper 

Until there is no conclusion 

Only imagination 

Fog

I need to bleed onto this paper 

Pour the blood to fill it 

With my insides 

Splatter my pain 

For you all to see 

Finally shedding my security 

Bleed it dry 

From the fog in my head 

The buzzing fog 

Clear my eyes 

Clear my nose 

From this awful weight 

Weighing me down 

Like chains on the innocent 

The hurt like 

Razorblades slicing through 

My insides 

My organs ache 

Hollow scars upon my skin 

These words are my only 

Friend 

Loneliness is killing me 

I need to breathe 

I need to see 

The beauty in creation 

But I see nothing but 

Death and pain 

Life is made for fools 

Ones that bite the hand 

That feeds them 

I see into their facade 

The ones that are left behind

Rotting corpses 

Of skin and flesh 

Unbeatable hearts 

Full of sorrow 

In their solitude 

The constant fog 

Bleeds into their brain 

The fear that holds them tightly 

As the will fades 

Keep them in the dark 

For the dark holds the fog 

That can never die 

Incantation

Torture tongue 

Clambering claw 

Rip in shreds 

Deeper and deeper 

Nightmare ghosts 

Arch of skeletons 

The bell clock tower rings 

A single crow sings 

Sunlight beams 

Against a forest of dreams 

Crooked earth 

Against a straw filled sky 

Places a hand across the hearth 

Solace in silence 

The hand that plays 

Ever watchful as a murderer slays 

Victim 

Powerless in defence 

Creeping amongst the shadows 

As a shapeless menace 

Baking A Cake

Cloud full of poison 

Acid rain burns my skin 

Peels away the dermis layer 

Seeping out the blood within 

Dark and beautiful 

Like an iron wine 

Take a sip 

Watch it drip 

Drip, drip 

Till there's nothing left 

Empty 

A hollow shell 

Powered by the darkness 

In this unforgettable hell 

Burn me on the fires 

Watch the skin melt 

Touch the familiar 

Make sure its felt 

Memories flood back 

Inside the brain 

Attack 

Permanently marked for all to see

My damaged fragile body 

As dead as dead can be 

No blood, no skin, no bone 

Paraded around in a room

With no home 

Hung from the battered ceiling 

Noose cut and strangled 

Dreaming 

Canvas you have used 

To show me off 

Your prized possession 

Death in a slipknot 

Show my pain 

Show it 

Before your conscience blows it 

Gashes formed from the 

Scarlet openings 

Incisions from the knife 

Gave a river that helped 

To rest your mind 

White scars left from 

Blazing blades 

Forced upon my brittle skin 

You've made the batter 

Now the cake can begin

Mind Twins

Seeds of evil 

My mind turns 

Daily against itself 

Nothing I can do 

But live in torment 

Half of me, half evil 

Lived by another 

Twisted mind 

Crucified heart

Ideas, disturbing 

Pulled from sinews of a demonic kind 

Memories are not my own 

Terrified faces who I don't know 

Reacting to the malevolence within 

The dark chasms of the mind 

Cannot understand 

Cannot comprehend 

Destruction of the soul 

To another person's means 

Achieve the same ending 

Sadness lying never spoken, 

Stillness remains a valued token 

Slowly drifting to other worlds 

Poisoned bloodstream 

Invoking a puppet 

A thin string that holds me in place 

As strong as a bird wing 

Fluttering up high